weekends

its strange how my weekends have suddenly died down. they're usually always something i always look forward to and they still are, dont get me wrong, but these past weekends haven't been so ideal. idk, maybe its just me but seriously i could expect better from my weekends :/ then again, high expectations tend to lead to disappointment. so maybe i shouldn't expect so much from it. not such an easy thing to do though. anywayyyyyyyyy, i just want school to be over and done with. track has been quite a handful, ive never felt so nervous in my life! haha its a great experience though. so lately ive just been chilling with my favorite person :) "time together is just never quite enough". ive been living on the edge and almost getting grounded for life because of my stubbornness. this is definitely not easy.

so just watched the best movie in my entire life! :) besides the ending but its definitely my FAVORITE. i can somehow relate to it for some reason. and im really thankful for someone in my life right now. i couldnt be any happier.

♥sherlene

All that we are is defined
by eachothers shipwrecked hearts
and i shiver to think
what would have been if i wouldnt have seen you in time..
would we pass by?
Like parachutes and air balloons
or satellites and lonely moons
we'd still be drifting far apart
but thank the stars we are
entwined..

but darling,

helle blogspot! i havent been on in the longest time! im pretty much on hiatus all school year then i'll start updating more during summer.

well, so many things have changed throughout my life and i couldn't be any more happier or thankful for everything :) its true when they say good things come to those who wait. haa.

junior year has been pretty good so far, its all going by way too fast though. but school's been a drag and theres so much going on in m life right now i find it so hard to keep in pace with everything. things are getting a lot more complicated but then again easy to bear with at the same time. i know it all sounds so contradicting but my life is complicated.

track has been pretty aggravating the past two weeks, and yes im actually in a sport for the first time in my highschool years. its a lot harder than i thought, i regret not being more athletic freshman year :P but i'll get the hang of it i guess.

lifes been oh so good :) weekends have gotten more exciting and spontaneous, i miss my friends.

thats kinda the downside on some things but other than that im completely satisfied with where my heart is at the moment. and with that, theres this really cute video(song mostly) that i am currently obsessed with. great song :) i heart paramore.

captivated

i know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up,

leave me with some kind of proof its not a dream..

HOMECOMING 09

was amaaazing:) got sick a couple days after, was it worth it? not even!

but whatever, homecoming was indescribable, lets say?

destitute

Dear you,

man, i miss talking to you. why does it feel like forever since we've talked.

strangely, your one of the few persons that actually make my day when we talk.

theres so much i wish i had the nerve to tell you but unfortunately, some things never change do they...

i reallyy need to get better at this :/

"We're the kind of people that laugh at a joke 3 times:

Once, when its told.

A second time when someone explains it to us.

& 5 minutes later when we actually get it."

♥:)