wasting time

well these past two weekends were so not ideal. i couldve expected so much better, but life just ruins everything, you know?

is there really a fountain of youth...

well anyway i dont wanna get back to the whole depressing events in this dreadful world.

but anyway weekdays usually makeup for everything, except the motherloads of work piled on me.

junior year seems so burdening.

& some people on the other hand just ruin my day, AGAIN. why is it always the same people?

im just so ready to blow up on them.

it smells like death outside, lung cancer.

i think this generation is gonna be in high risk of lung disease because of the out of control fires blazing off.

what is wrong with people? why would you want to start a fire anyway? stop leaving your stupid lit cigarette butts anywhere near a fire hazard. just because youre gonna die from smoking doesnt mean you should make the whole world suffer.

"I love you so much, its retarded."

blue as the sky

sunburnt and lonely.

so this latest weekend, my grandma died:( R.I.P. grandma! love you!!!<3

its quite depressing, seeing my dad all torn apart is heartbreaking. poor daddy!

so hes taking the week off, & he totally needs it.

well, way to start off with terrible terrible news.

new subject please:

so school started about a week and a half ago, and its been a pain!

5th period is so agitating. why does it have to be so effing hot during outdoor sports.

im getting blacker every second out in the field, not to mention im drenched in perspirant by the end of the period.

ugh! attractive much?

Mother Earth please bring cooler weather!!

but anyway, reality likewise has been so complicated. some things just never make sense anymore.

& some people just assume way too much.

but whatever, despite the unfortunate happenings, life's still oh so good.

lets hope that doesnt change.

farewell summer09

ive finally come to realize how eternally and unconditionally grateful i am this summer. This summer has been absolutely one of the Greatest summers of my life and the most memorable. most things went according to plan but most of all spending time with everyone every chance we got made it even more amazing. so with my final days of summer left, i feel completely satisfied with what ive done this summer. & im gonna miss a lot of my summer moments. i was also watching the thunder music video by Boys Like Girls(below), and somehow that video resembled my summer in a way, after spending time with my friends. we need more restaraunt dining, parking garage drifting, mall invading, scary movie watching, and most of all unlimited picture taking!(: aw love you guys!! Goodbye summer09 and thanks for the memories<3

i cant wait until next years. its gonna be one bombass summer!:) let the good times roll... ;)

your voice was the soundtrack of my summer,

i dont wanna ever love another,

you'll always be my thunder.