hothotheat

"Everything happens for a reason. People change so you learn to let go. Things go wrong so you can appreciate when things are right. You hear lies so you can trust yourself. And good things fall apart so that better things can fall into place."

woww, last night was pretty intense. i got in a really deep conversation with one of my fellow siblings. He implied so many different aspects i had to look out for in life. and how we learn so much more through different experiences through life. hahah why is this sounding so philosophical? but anyway this week has been one of the most boring weeks of summer. my mom thinks she can just lock me up and take fun away, and to my surprise im totally okay with it, ironically. unless something amazing happens and she decides to cut me some slack. or maybe its just me, i really havent been doing as she'd ask, and if i have i didnt really fulfill the whole task:/ so i could see how this takes a toll on me.

but anyway, so many things are just going on and ive been thinking a lot lately, thinking soo frequently about soo many things. but somehow all this thinking doesnt take me anywhere, it just keeps me awake for two extra hours as im fidgeting in bed.

and just yesterday i discovered a long half a strand of white hair on my head, am i stressed or something? it doesnt feel like im stressing about anything too drastic that can possibly give me white hair:( that was pretty sad.

Things seem pretty different lately, and lifes not as blissful as i always thought it felt like. i just dont stop to think about it. Cause with so much going on, theres really no time to stop and smell the roses, or whatever they say. i cant even recall a time where i had been genuinely happy.

anyway, summers been great i guess. we should hangout. speaking of it, theres someone i still need to hangout with, we will(:

so with all thatt, have a wonderful day. no one even reads this cause no one even knows about this. anywayyy, yeahh. to whoever, i guess.

sincerely, sherlene.